26th September 2013, Thursday
The thing I feared most had happened, my grandma departed from this world heading to heaven. The moment I heard the news really hit hard on me, that day I was busying playing with my new game GTA5 when my parent came into my room with this shocking news. In the middle of the night, my dad, mum, sister and I were stoning in the living room for hours.
That night, pictures and moments of her keep running on in my mind like a screen saver thingy and that's trigger my tears.
Then I start blaming and swearing that I should be by her side at her last moment, it's my school holiday and plenty of time to be spare. However, because of financial problem and out of budget, I dropped the idea. WHY? How i wish i could rewind time.
But words from friends really cheer me up and this particular message from a friend really change my point of view.
" She won't want to see us upset, she must be wishing that we will smile for her forever".
Thanks all my friends that text me and really appreciate it.
And Grandma just appeared in one of my cousin's dreamland! My cousin told ask that she is smiling and I'm glad she did. Really hope grandma appear in my dreamland too!
I'm now at the airport waiting for my flight, on my way to send you off at the funeral. Really LOVE YOU! ALWAYS REMEMBERED IN MY HEART. RIP!
End. kenkerron
Time: 4.02am
Location: Singapore Airport.
